British actor Douglas Booth has publicly shared the devastating news that his father, Simon Booth, died by suicide earlier this year. The emotional revelation was made on what would have been his father's 64th birthday.
A Son's Tribute and Heartache
On 4th May this year, my dad tragically took his own life, the Riot Club actor wrote in a deeply personal statement. Booth confessed he has struggled to find the words for this profound loss, stating there are questions he will never have answers to.
He described his father as a gentle, kind, generous man who is deeply missed by his family. The actor emphasised the complex nature of grief following a suicide, expressing his solidarity with others who have walked this difficult path.
A Call for Better Mental Health Support
Douglas Booth revealed his intention to channel his pain into positive action. In time, I want to find a way to turn this pain into something useful, he wrote, expressing a desire to support organisations that give men space to connect, talk, and feel understood.
The actor highlighted what he called a quiet epidemic of male loneliness, noting that too many men find themselves isolated and unable to express what they're going through. He shared his own experiences with anxiety, acknowledging how frightening it can feel to battle something internally while the world carries on.
The Complexities of Reaching Out
Booth offered nuanced insight into mental health struggles, particularly among older men. It isn't as simple as 'checking in' on the people you love, he explained. Sometimes they can't hear you, even when you're trying.
He revealed that his father had struggled with undiagnosed autism and didn't always have the tools to reinvent himself or ask for help, especially as he faced changes in identity and the loss of work structure.
The actor expressed gratitude for the support he has received from family, friends, and even complete strangers during this challenging time. His heartfelt tribute ended with the words: Happy Birthday Dad. I love and miss you. Always.
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