Model Elsie Hewitt, who welcomed her first child with comedian Pete Davidson in December, has spoken candidly about the guilt she experienced after choosing not to breastfeed her daughter, Scottie Rose.
In an essay for Elle, the 29-year-old described feeling 'quiet shame' associated with formula feeding, noting that breastfeeding is often considered 'the gold standard' for mothers. She wrote about 'exploring the moral hierarchy around breastfeeding' and the pressure she felt despite support from family and friends.
Hewitt explained that her decision was influenced by her physical and mental health, including recovery from major uterine surgery for stage 4 endometriosis and the presence of two benign cysts in her breast. 'There is inherent guilt in choosing not to breastfeed,' she wrote, adding that she still has to remind herself that being mentally and emotionally okay is part of being a good mother.
Despite not breastfeeding, Hewitt emphasised the strong bond she shares with her daughter, formed through carrying, birthing, and sharing a body for nearly a year. 'That bond is sacred and grows through presence, not depletion,' she wrote.
Hewitt announced the birth of Scottie Rose in December on Instagram, sharing photos with Davidson and writing, 'My best work yet, i am absolutely overflowing with love and gratitude and disbelief.' The baby's first name is believed to be a tribute to Davidson's father, Scott, a firefighter who died in the 9/11 attacks.
