Loose Women panellist Brenda Edwards has delivered an emotionally charged reflection on her first anniversary with the ITV show, revealing how she's navigated the devastating loss of her son Jamal while finding unexpected strength in her television family.
The 55-year-old television personality, who joined the popular daytime programme last year, spoke candidly about the dual significance of this milestone - celebrating her professional achievement while continuing to mourn the tragic passing of her son Jamal Edwards in February 2022.
A Mother's Unbreakable Bond
"It's been a journey of both celebration and remembrance," Brenda shared with her fellow panellists, her voice filled with emotion. "Jamal was my biggest cheerleader, and I know he would have been so proud to see me sitting here today."
The music entrepreneur and SB.TV founder, who died suddenly at age 31 from a cardiac arrest, remains a constant presence in his mother's life and career. Brenda revealed she still feels his supportive energy during every show recording.
Finding Strength in Television Family
Brenda credited her Loose Women colleagues - including close friends Coleen Nolan and Linda Robson - with providing crucial support during her darkest moments. "This panel isn't just a workplace; it's become my sanctuary," she explained. "These incredible women have lifted me up when I didn't think I could continue."
The former X Factor contestant described how the structured routine of the show has provided stability during turbulent times, while allowing her to maintain the public platform she uses to honour Jamal's legacy.
Honouring Jamal's Extraordinary Legacy
Through her grief, Brenda has become a powerful advocate for mental health awareness and supporting young entrepreneurs - causes deeply connected to her son's pioneering work in the music industry. "Jamal's spirit lives on through every young person he inspired," she said, her determination clear.
As she looks to the future, Brenda remains committed to both her television career and preserving the memory of the son who changed so many lives. "He taught me about courage, and now I'm learning to live that lesson every single day."
