Ashby Gentry, the breakout star of Netflix's smash-hit drama My Life with the Walter Boys, has candidly revealed the intense anxiety and self-doubt that accompanied his sudden rise to fame. The actor, who portrays the sensitive and intellectual Alex Walter, described the experience as equally thrilling and terrifying.
In an exclusive and deeply personal interview, Gentry confessed to grappling with overwhelming imposter syndrome during the show's filming. "There were moments where I was just gripped with fear," he shared. "The thought that people would see me on screen and think, 'Who is this guy? He's terrible,' was a constant battle."
The Pressure of a Global Spotlight
Landing a lead role in a major Netflix production is a dream for any aspiring actor, but for Gentry, the reality was daunting. He admitted to spending countless hours scrutinising his own performance, worried he wasn't doing justice to the character beloved by millions of fans of the original novel.
The relentless self-criticism took a significant toll on his mental health. "I'm my own worst critic, without a doubt," he stated. "It's a difficult thing to navigate, to be so critical of yourself while also trying to be kind and understand that you're growing."
A Turning Point and Embracing Support
Gentry's journey wasn't without its turning points. He credits his co-stars, particularly Nikki Rodriguez (Jackie) and Noah LaLonde (Cole), for creating a supportive on-set family. This camaraderie became his anchor, helping him to quiet the negative internal voice and find confidence in his craft.
"Having that support system was everything," he emphasised. "We were all in this crazy experience together, and we leaned on each other. It made all the difference."
Looking Ahead to Season Two
Now, with the show officially renewed for a second season, Gentry approaches the future with a new perspective. While he acknowledges the nerves will likely never fully disappear, he is learning to channel them into his performance.
His message to fans—and to anyone struggling with their own self-doubt—is one of resilience and self-acceptance. "It's okay to be scared," he affirms. "The key is to not let that fear stop you from going after what you want. You have to believe in yourself, even on the days it feels impossible."
