Molly-Mae Hague has broken into tears as she admitted feeling guilty about how she feels following the birth of her second child compared to when she became a mum for the first time. The influencer gave birth to her and Tommy Fury's baby boy, Midas, earlier this month, three years after they welcomed their daughter, Bambi.
Emotional Return to YouTube
In her first YouTube vlog since Midas's arrival, the 27-year-old became emotional as she discussed feeling more at peace this time around after being open about the struggles she faced when Bambi was a newborn. She said: "I'm just going to really pay close attention to how I'm feeling. The minute I feel a dip or maybe like I'm feeling slightly how I did the first time around, I'm paying super close attention to my mental state."
Molly-Mae fought tears as she continued: "There's massive peace in knowing that second time round, any hard moments and any hard patches, they pass. I think that first time round you just don't know that. You don't see a light at the end of the tunnel sometimes."
Healing from First-Time Motherhood
The former Love Island star admitted she felt guilty about her experience with Bambi. "I can hear the word newborn now and the shudder does not go down my spine. Like that's how I used to feel when I used to think of Bambi and it's sad. I feel guilty... I wouldn't change anything for the world. Everything happens for a reason."
Molly-Mae and Tommy confirmed the safe arrival of Midas on June 3 via a joint Instagram post captioned: "...and then there were 4." Days later, they revealed they had a son, sharing a video of Bambi meeting her baby brother. Their newborn's name, Midas, was spelt on Tommy's boxing shorts during his fight against Eddie Hall.
Advice for Other Mums
She added: "I hope this can give any mom sat watching this with a child that's about to have their second, or even if you're about to have your first, it's going to be okay. I know I'm only two weeks into it, but they have been so utterly different, and that is good enough for me because I really needed to heal from that first time."
