Television personality Vogue Williams has courageously opened up about experiencing two devastating miscarriages, describing them as "awful and heartbreaking," as she continues her journey through a fourth pregnancy. The 40-year-old star, who is expecting another child with her husband Spencer Matthews, shared her emotional story in a new YouTube video, revealing the profound impact these losses have had on her.
Gym Session and Pregnancy Update
On Monday, Vogue Williams showcased her blossoming baby bump while hitting the gym, lifting weights in a white crop top. She completed her workout attire with high-waisted black leggings and comfortable purple Nike trainers, captioning a clip with "Felling good today." This display of strength and positivity comes amid her candid discussion about the challenges she has faced.
Heartbreaking Miscarriage Experiences
In her video, Vogue detailed two painful miscarriages. The first occurred at around four weeks before the birth of her daughter Gigi in 2020, which she found "really upsetting" but moved past quickly. However, last year brought further heartache when a 12-week scan revealed that an embryo had not grown, leading to what she described as not "really a pregnancy." She expressed feelings of embarrassment and upset, admitting she felt like "her body had failed her."
Vogue explained that she had told family and colleagues about the pregnancy before the scan, making the loss even more difficult to share. She underwent a DNC procedure at Chelsea and Westminster NHS, praising the medical staff for their care. The experience left her nervous about trying again, but she and Spencer ultimately decided to pursue another pregnancy.
Emotional Impact and Family Support
Spencer Matthews joined in the video to express their happiness about the new addition, noting that this pregnancy has been "harder to get to" with "more bumps in the road." Vogue shared that the miscarriages have made her "nervous" throughout her current pregnancy, though she finds some reassurance in persistent symptoms like nausea. She hopes her story will help others facing similar struggles, emphasizing that "there can be light at the end of the tunnel."
The couple, who married in 2018, are already parents to Theodore, seven, Gigi, five, and Otto, three. Vogue reflected on her gratitude for their existing family while acknowledging the ongoing anxiety she feels. She mentioned that reaching the second trimester has brought some relief and renewed energy.
If you have been affected by this story, you can seek advice at www.miscarriageassociation.org.uk or by calling 01924 200 799.
